I need a word

I don't think there's a word for the combination of fury, desperation, and overwhelming sorrow I feel just reading this kind of story (WARNING: graphic descriptions of unpleasant outcomes from illegal chemical abortions)
http://bloomberg.com/news/2013-07-11/flea-market-abortions-thrive-as-texas-may-close-clinics.html

I think I might need a new T shirt. Except I look terrible in orange. Anyone want a T shirt?
http://store.bumperactive.com/brands/Come-And-Take-It.html
(It's a little hard to tell from the page, but I believe that $12.00 from the sale of the $25.00 shirt benefits Planned Parenthood of Greater Texas and The Texas Democratic Party.)